Everytime...

Everytime...
when I ready to do something.
it ceased to be the way I'd expected...

Things change.
always a catch. always tricks.
no rules, no life...

like
the radio on me blog.
never finish a darn track as it were...

sigh... with eternal sadness...
just closed my eyes pretending not seeing it.

friends are not friends
families aren't families
home isn't home

I tripped myself into a ever lasting nightmare...
quit it! quit it!
I pray thee...
with my ever sincere prayers...
Let me go... let me live a peaceful life like I've dreamed it for times...

a cabin by a shore. a wooden house in a field. a secret garden
in a labyrinth of deepest forests & mountains.
away from those dusty pasty.

ever & ever...
quit it! quit it! say I...
quit it! quit it! say I...
quit it! quit it! say I...
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