Friday, June 19, 2009

He's just not that into you/ me... WHATever!!!

So what? WE all make mistakes. WE all took some wrong messages from wrong guys. What're you wanna do to me? Sentence me to death? It's just like a piece of chocolate, not big deal. But just by making it a huge fuss can someone fulfill some sort of sick tastes and totally crashing other people's life! That's so immature! all of us. Saying the things that we didn't quite mean it and hurt somebody else so badly. What does it gonna end? When does it gonna end? Chase those who ran away and see them chasing others that run away from them like they just did to me. That's ridiculous all of us! Keep doing the circle stuff to see what or who will turn to the other way! Do I really never looked like someone's exception? Or will I? IT just not that into me perhaps the destiny...Alright~then~~I say it: He's just not that into you/ me... WHATever!!! Fine... just let it be... keep talking myself into living alone "happily ever after" ~heehee! Darn it! ><.... XD

02 iNot-Ryne Music Podcast, Nov 11,08


Inot Ryne grant present--my own podcast: iNot Try Music, introducing continuously with Sarah Brightman music series in movie "Repo! the Genetic Opera" . Hope U enjoy it!

01 iNot-Ryne Music Podcast, 05, 24, 08


Inot Ryne grant present--my first podcast: iNot Try Music, introducing at first with Sarah Brightman music series. Hope U like it!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

"I Am David" Original Soundtrack

"I Am David" Original Soundtrack

Rip from movie sections
music by Stewart Copeland
Artist: Various Artists


















01 The Bath
02 The Motorbike Ride
03 The Tour
04 Leaving Maria
05 In The Church (Mozart_ Ave Verum Corpus)
06 Home (Cold Water)
07 End Title

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Monday, June 15, 2009

Mrs. Dalloway's Fleurs

Mrs. Dalloway's Fleurs



Mrs. Dalloway said: I would buy the flowers myself.

So I bought some bouquets of balloon flowers & perfume lilies. One for living room/ bed room, one for porch, and a big one for bathroom! mmm... then my place looks really like home. A Dalloway style of life seems not bad at all! But some fleuristes are so... blood sucker! ><.....

The Serenade

The Serenade
...I know I can feel you for a long time
but I just don't know where to find you
We may be only an ocean away
or too close that we even senseless when we were past by...
...I know you were there... I know...
so peaceful and graceful...
Not an ordinary man...
but like as my guardian angel...
tender is you love...

I... can't wait to get close to your chest and feel your heart beats...
can't wait to merge into your embrace...
with a long night... I called your name twice
with endless prose...
I never know how much I miss you...
No English phrases could describe that feeling nor Mandarin...
I just hope that you will be showing up sooner or later...
hope your ever existence...
Hope... or wish...?
It matters or does it?
Dream matters... love matters...
Calling you a thousand times would only led me to an utmost madness.
Shall I remain pretending that I don't care it at all?
Shall I keep pretending that alone is fine?
Shall I keep looking & get hurt by some other jerks?
End these all I'm praying thee...
End these with thy kiss...
and have me poisoned in it...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Couldn't I...

Couldn't I be ware? the slyness of men.
Couldn't I be so positive? A greater life I have now.
Couldn't I even know how to love & be loved?
Couldn't I be somebody's special?
All these questions come & go without answers...
and they probably won't be answered for good...
Maybe I'm just not a loving person type...
maybe I'm over-reacted...
or maybe.. I've thought too much...
Stop being so considerate might work
Just being a total jerk~ will I be loved again?
haha~that may be true~ but...
don't be ridiculous~ coz...
I wouldn't even like the person that only attracted by me in that way~
That would be ridiculous both of us...
I'm not a player in love games. &...
will never be...
If there aren't any men that would like to dedicate themselves for me and to me.
No men would like to make any effort on me. well... fine
fine by me... So... just let it be...
I'm not whining, I would no longer whining about life...no more!
I just try to let go...
If I can't be attractive to other people then
I won't force myself just in order to please someone else...
Even if I do... that would be someone that would be willing to do
something/anything for me or just...
"with truthful heart"!
just... you & me...
"Contra mundum"